Why?

I want to encounter the Other in me. I want to dissect that which only appears as flashes from time to time, and hopefully, within such examination, I will find how I think for the time being. Finding how I think (for the time being), I hope, serves to me in the future in a twofold sense: (1) I hope to look back at these beliefs and thoughts and assess how these have evolved through time; and (2) I hope that by making my thoughts clear within the following sections, I am thus able to challenge them in a philosophically systematized manner, so as to further knowledge.